Sometimes I feel like screaming and breaking things when I realize how sad I get because that isn't something I'm allowed to be. All i'm allowed to be is a perfect little princess who let's everyone walk all over them because they're more important than I ever could be. Crying causes me to be reprimanded for my "selfish" acts. In fact, aparently all I do is think about my self, even when moment's ago I was thinking about how I can make things better for everyone. I'm really sorry about all that.

Anonymous ◤

Ah. I’m really sorry to hear that you’re going through that and feeling it too. I know the feeling to be honest and don’t apologize~! Venting is something that we all need to do, whether it be like this or in other forms like writing or drawing. Express yourself. Let your voice be heard, no matter the decibel. 

I don’t fully understand your situation but is there anyone you can talk to about this? I know I didn’t and I had just gotten into writing short stories before I realized that something else would help me and that was drawing. I also know, when I first started writing/drawing to vent, it was not the best but…I felt so much better. 

I, personally, don’t think your selfish. You sound selfless and strong. For continuing everyday without having to show an emotion or fault, that is stressful and no one can do that. We’re human, we err. You know? Anyways, I’m truly not that great with advice haha…but if you EVER need someone to talk to, I’m all ears and arms (meaning I give u the e-hugs and e-cookies) ok? No one should have to be alone in this nor hold everything in, it starts taking a toll on yourself. 

And hey, you are important. Truly. c:

aya papaya jambalaya

urdnotbonkers ◤

That is my full name

thank

My other name is Princess Consuela Banana Hammock oK

i suddenly come back to anons hitting on aya what. AYA DONT SEDUCE THE ANONS WITH YOUR LOVELYNESS but ill have you all know I LIVE IN THE SAME CITY AS HER AND IF WE EVER HANG OUT ILL GET TO HUG HER MWHAHAHAHAHA

acidiousaddiction ◤

I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT I DID AND IM SORR AND YES WE DO dskjfsdkfmadglkfj